Pinky hurts..
i can't believe i did such a dumb ting.. tried to have melted cheese on my bread for breakfast tis morn'.. err.. well breakfast at noon to be exact..

anyway i had my cheese melted but it dripped onto my left pinky.. dun ask mi how.. coz it just dripped..
n i couldn't shake it off.. coz being melted cheese.. it wrapped ard my finger..
n i couldn't lick it off.. coz being melted cheese.. it was damn bloody hot..
n i couldn't wash it off.. coz being melted cheese.. it sticked to my finger..

so i ended up having a real RED pinky n it still hurts now.. dumb dumb dumb dumb DUMB!! n i think i'm NOT gonna have melted cheese for a while..

a lean word
i always tot binge had something to do with anorexia or bulimia.. ok its a eating disorder alright.. n it means eating alot n NOT not eating which i always tot so.. coz the word just looks lean to me.. duh.. n i think i do just that.. sigh..

being prepared?
being prepared makes it better.. but doesn't necessarily makes it easier.. no.. it makes it easier.. but not better.. arghh.. watever.. its just one way or the other..

It doesn't go away..
the day b4.. something was mentioned abt it.. i noe its coming thou i wish it wldn't..
yest morn' i saw it.. i ignored it.. went for class n work.. i came home.. it was well hidden away.. so i went to sleep.. hoping that it was just there temporary..
but when i woke up tis morn'.. it is still there.. it just doesn't go away like u thought it wld.. or like u wanted to

just becoz it can't live in harmony w the other dogs.. they have to bring it back again!! let it be tight up whole day!! piss the fucking hell outta mi!! what kind of problem-solving skills is that!!

well actually do i really care..!?

Two Similar Quotes..

Quote of the Day:
1) "There is never a wrong time to do the right thing."
2) "There is never a good way to break bad news."

i got the first quote mths bac.. din like it so i din post it.. mayb coz its difficult to do the right thing.. but today i saw the second one.. n tot it was a gd one.. coz bad news are always ard?!..

5 mths..
no matter how much.. how little.. how long.. how short.. how good.. how bad.. relationship just hurts.. .. .. .. ..

Justified!?
well examiner screwed up.. made a mistake.. n turn the passing rate ard to a 10-sitting high.. darn!! n i missed it.. well guess effort n hard work still count.. n stoopid exam fee.. subscription fee.. all fees went up again.. so off to study now.. later..

Romantic Pattern Test
Love vs. Honor is the most dramatic pattern of all — defined by an innate tug of war between what you want to do and what you think you should do.

But, here's the recurring pattern you may see in your relationships: There is something coming between you and love.

Perhaps it's a religious conviction, a previous commitment, family, patriotic duty, or deep belief that good things only come at a terrible price.

You tend to put others' needs before your own. Romance is not your number one priority, though in the back of your mind you are holding out for a soul mate.

to b determined? OR to learn to let go?!
i dun getit.. i got MORE than i expected.. more than i deserve.. (it doesn't matter to anybody, does it!?) its not a sadness.. its not a disappointment.. sigh.. nobody will ever understand.. it might b a gd thing.. but it still a bad thing.. at times.. i feel that i wasn't cut for it.. at times.. i think i can prove the whole world wrg -- prove the failure of the whole examination system.. at times.. i tink i'm nvr up to such things.. at times.. i proportionate my marks w my effort.. but i was nvr at the time where consistent work is suppose to b done.. =(

i can stay determined.. i can let go.. but i can't tell wat is the path i'm suited to take..

Yuan Xiao..
so fast.. last day of CNY.. that's half mth gone.. total count of my ang paos = 14 .. all nvr get it fr the person directly 'cept one.. now i'm richer by S$402 & RM402.. hehehe .. .. *super duper wide grin* MMS phone?? Digi Cam??.. hmm.. *grin*

An all-time favourite drink..
rem the green can..? yellow background..? red wordings..?

its KICKAPOO!! was having lunch at a coffeeshop today, guy sharing table had tis drink.. n i can't help remembering tis incident that happened.. think wks.. or was it mths ago.. .. .. ..

we call it "KIC--KA--PO", dun we!?..well.. tell ya wat.. its supposed to be "KICK--A--POO".. kick a poo.. kick a poo.. kick a poo.. LOL.. just ignore mi.. i'm self-amusing.. LOL.. come to tink of it.. actually its pretty cool.. i din realised that for years.. wait.. so.. izzit "KIC--KA--PO" or "KICK--A--POO"?? lol..

oh.. now i rem another one.. "SUN--ISLAND" = "SU--NIS--LAND" lol..

goggy..
this is bad.. i'm using food to calm myself.. y do i feel like somebody is stealing my ideas.. well not that i have great ideas.. but still.. ppl r stealing.. well i do steal too.. but i steal fr ppl i like.. u dun steal from ppl u scold or dislike.. dumb ass!!..

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my brain is cluttered with blankness.. so much so cluttered that i wanna puke n i can't breath.. so blank.. nope.. so cluttered..

i wonder..
i do wonder abt e intention.., e purpose.., e reason.., argh i forgot!!! well coz i stoping myself wondering.. = stoopid woman at work.. sigh..

New Kids In Town?!
just saw a post card addressed to my bro from a polytechnic.. there's a new polytechnic? i din now that.. anyway it sounds weird -- Republic Polytechnic..

"Which sch r u studying in?".. "Republic Poly".. ok.. how abt "RP"..

haha.. watever it is.. its weird.. y can't ppl b more innovative in giving names to sch n biz..

Its just failing me..
i sat in front of the comp.. i forget wat i wanna blog.. i off my comp.. i went out.. i rem wat i wanna blog.. i roughly draft it in my mind.. i came home.. i forgot..
the next day i went out again.. then i think i rem again.. i came home.. i think i still rem.. but i was too too tired to sit in front of the comp.. i draft it again in my mind b4 sleeping..
then the next next day i went out.. i can't rem it.. i came home.. i knew that's something which i wanna blog.. i on my comp.. but i still can't rem.. WTF!

i tot.. .. vs parents' power
i tot that with a source of joy i've found.. i wldn't get pissed too easily these days.. but again i tot wrg.. sigh.. parents!!.. they just have the power to do it no matter how gd mood u're in.. .. .. when i came home.. just wanted to watch abit of news.. so was siting in the living rm for a while.. just like 10min or less i think.. n they DID IT!! argh.. i had already stayed out all day to avoid all these.. n in just that few mins.. .. .. i can't even watch abit of TV in peace..

Why do Parents Nag? i have 2 ans..

1. Because they CARED!! (k.. this is too cliche-d already.. everybody noes this)
2. Because they wan to talk to you but have nothing else to say!?

Can anybody do better than tis?!

First, TAP cards!!..
i just hate the ez link system.. first it cheat my money.. now i'm still in process of a claim.. k.. its my fault.. got too excited while talking to a fren on the phone n then i FORGET to tap the card when i get down the bus.. now i din tape the card again coz i FORGET where i kept my card.. arghh.. its only 15min ride n i seriously had no idea where i kept my card!! so i had to get down w/o tapping it.. n the stoopid thing is i had specially took out the card fr the wallet so that i dun keep it into the bag..

Now, SWIPE cards!!..
my salary is not rite n the HR ppl say its because i din swipe the card properly or i forget to swipe.. well my mem is real bad but its a total of 6 S-I-X bloody times to make up that amt that they owe me.. i cannot have forgotton six times or 'piew chiu' six times rite!? !? i strongly suspect its a mistake on their part if my deduction is not wrg!

The Things Chinese Eat!
had tis dina in china on err.. think last wed(5th feb) suppose to b a feast where u only get to eat on occasion, oh.. supposingly an emperor's meal last time..
its call FEI(1) LONG(2) YAN(4) - consists of 6 cold dish, 8 hot dish n 1 soup..
well i'm a person who can't take more than 3 mouth of beef n nvr touch mutton all my life n guess wat i ate!!

1. hou(2) tou(2) gu(1) (its a mushroom named 'monkey head mushroom' coz it looks like one)
2. fried sparrow n quill egg
3. deer meat dumpling
4. deer nose (suppose to counter cold weather after u eat)
5. deer tendon
6. bear meat sliced
7. bear's LEFT paw (according to them, the bear only lick their left paw in winter so its more nutrious with all the saliva)
8. some wild chicken (come in a staty form)
9. some wild vege
10. some wild pork slice
11. a fish in whole (can't rem wat fish)
12. another fish in pieces (can't rem wat fish also)
13. fei long soup
14. pumkin pastry
15. barly biscult

actually i just nibble abit of all stuffs just for the sake of trying.. all taste weird.. lucky i wasn't too hungry that nite hee.. n they have explainations for every single dish i think.. but i can only rem some..

Ang Paos!!
yeah!! still got my ang paos even though i'm away for the CNY.. dun really feel the new year coz i wasn't ard stuffing myself with all the snacks.. hee.. oh but china was great.. they had great fireworks everynite.. n its just rite in front of your hotel room window.. stuffs where we had to go squeeze with ppl just to c it once in a blue moon.. but still new yr mood isn't there.. pray hard for mi the m'sia ringgit will b stronger these few days so my ang pao will b more hee..

Home!
kinda miss blogging.. there's some stuffs abt my trip i wanted to blog but too tired n too lazy.. anyway nothing interesting.. nothing really fun too.. can't rem much also..

all i can rem now is my KFC ranking chart.. w my new addition hehe..(these are the few places i had tried.. ranked according to the taste.. 1 being best..)

1. China, Shenyang
2. Thailand, Bangkok
3. Malaysia, KL/Johore

i think singapore kfc sucks.. so no pt putting in my list